When an old woman got raped in Barton Hospital, no one did anything about it; welcome to USA medical care in rural California, rah rah rah it's awful

I used to call this my problem that can't be solved. Now I call it the problem nobody wants to bother to solve because I'm a broke old lady in my late 70s so who cares. 

I'm writing this to document just how horrible American Medical Care is on this one level, mine, and after 6 years of trying to get somebody in this community to respond and help me so I can get to a doctor appointment, I'm still at home with rashes spreading all over my legs and no one to call for help.

That's life in the USA after we voted to become an Idiocracy; this is how it's playing out in my life.

I'm writing about what I used to call the problem that can't be solved and now call the problem that nobody wants to spend 4 hours on solving because I'm just a broke old lady in my late 70s so who gives a fuck. Now

I'm just going to link here these three blog posts that I wrote about it a few weeks ago. 

Old people get raped too 

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Old people get raped too

I could hear them giggling. I was under the hospital sheet with my legs spread as if it was a Gynecology exam and  I recognized the voices of the male and female visiting nurses at Barton Hospital who had been hanging around my bed earlier that night. Now they ...

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Old people get raped too part two

There is an organization in Reno that could help but they need volunteers who live in this area and to be honest I feel more comfortable working through an

Wednesday, June 10, 2026

Old people get raped two part three

https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/old-people-get-raped-two-part-three.html 

What makes me being raped at age 71 in the local hospital even worse than it sounds is I came to Tahoe to recover from a 20-year period of advocating and posting blog posts about the pedophile priest crimes in the Catholic church. It says so right at the top of my medical file, that I was already a rape victim at age 5. Don't get me started about re-traumatization but that was not the only

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Worst thing about it is as I lied there being finger banged by two nurses unable to move, I kept thinking wow this is what Father Horne did to me when I was a preschool age girl and now it's happening to me is an old woman in my seventies. wow

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On a side trip, here is what I experience regularly. Where I live there are people whose job is to make life better and keep the seniors who live here Serene and safe. Since the incident in the hospital in December 2019, I have been asking these people over and over just hire somebody to work with me for a few hours and come to my next doctor appointment with me so that I can resolve this situation. Over and over they tell me we don't have the budget to pay for something like that. 

Then a few weeks ago I get an email saying that some volunteers are coming to help us with cleaning projects we have and I signed up readily but Every time I suggested something they could do, I got an email back saying no that's not what they do they do deep cleaning. 

So I said okay I have two boxes of flattened boxes they could take that out for me and I put the two boxes in the middle of the living room floor and waited for them to come. After several time cancellations because the guys are driving up from sacramento, finally I get a knock on the door and find out that they don't take out boxes.

The funniest part about this is she said no that's not what they're here to do because we're paying them. That stunned me I still don't know what it means. I just wonder why they can pay strange men to come up from Sacramento and dig through my apartment and violate my bedroom but they can't pay a local caregiver to work with me for 4 hours so I could get a caregiver.

As they were walking out I called out, 

you mean those two big Burly men are going to leave these two boxes in the middle of my living room and no one said a word; they just all walked out with pine dust flying off their boots all over my carpet and probably causing my rash  to spread again. 

And I still don't have the help I need to get to a doctor

This is do it yourself Hospice in a small rural town in northern California where almost everybody votes Republican, 'nuff said

I'm not anything I was before

Every person who was in my life is gone. Every skill I rely on is deteriorating. I used to react to my PTSD by packing up and moving as soon as I was triggered; but now I'm too old and weak to do that.

A city bus stops right outside the front door of my

building and I watch it pass three times an hour which is reassuring, because I know if I dragged my Walker out there I could get on and start riding away, it's just I'm so exhausted. 

Exhausted from my whole life. Workaholism kept me from being a drunk but it also burned every nerve ending in my body to a fray. I am so tired. 

If I try to do anything I used to do, I don't have the strength. 

So I sit almost like a yogini in meditation with my laptop open clicking from one video to another traveling the world and finding a Serenity almost like that of a yogini.

Anything can happen from here. I'm an empty vessel with enough health to stay alive for a few more years, but I'm not in the driver's seat anymore. I am literally doing Do It Yourself hospice from a little room at 6,000 feet up watching everything scientists predicted about global warming come true only so much faster with so many unexpected results that it could have been scripted by Spielberg.

Next few years, I'll have plenty to pay attention to and who knows where or how I'll end up. I just know I'm not the person who I was the last 77 years, and the world is not the world I used to live in. 

And I'm perched in a perfect place to watch this phenomenal story play out knowing that there's no guarantee of Happy Endings except in Hollywood.

kay e

human-wildlife interface

 As human-wildlife interface changes, in West Hollywood where I lived a long time ago, animals are moving into this abandoned half constructed home and it makes the  science fiction writer inside me think; in a hundred years, will we all be living like neighbors, coyotes and humans next door to each other? I wonder if some of today's wild animals want to be able to live like the humans. It's so hot in LA and so cool in the hallways of the structure. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfqRimCHGts

Epstein and pedophile Catholic priest survivors may share a health issue: PTSD causes autoimmune disorder years later SERIES CONt'D

Dealing with this weird rash on my leg is taking hours out of every day and then political news about what's happening to USA on top is making it hard to find time to do this blog but I am still reading a little bit at a time Virginia's book and this is a summer br eak

Thursday, July 16, 2026

Epstein and pedophile Catholic priest survivors may share a health issue: PTSD causes autoimmune disorder years later SERIES CONt'D

In recent Congressional hearings several Epstein survivors said they are now diagnosed with PTSD. In 1996 a "PTSD since age 5" diagnosis finally gave me an explanation for what had been wrong with me for decades. 

Unfortunately when someone has PTSD for decades it can develop into autoimmune disease which is what is going on with me now at age 78 and

https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/07/epstein-priest-pedophile-survivors.html

more to come soon

Catholic Priest & Epstein pedophile crime similarities, SERIES SO FAR- Both had islands in the Caribbean and isolated ranches in NM; Doctrine from above gave them both immunity; w both survivors have PTSD & want more indictment- Sparked by V Giuffre book https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/pedo-priest-epstein-survivor.html

I am here 

Kay Ebeling in Tahoe

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Was Epstein a sex addict or using Old Testament tradition with young girls to gain kompromat?

"How ancient Middle Eastern of him" 

Here's something that's come up as I read Virginia's book as well as in recent news reports. Epstein needed a lot of sex, like 14 orgasms a day reportedly, and the more I learn the more I question whether he really was a sex addict or was he using that excuse as a cover. 

I interviewed and befriended dozens of pedophile priest survivors from 2005 to 2015, and many of them- in lawsuits and personal conversations- spoke of being a sex addict as a result of the molestation by a priest at an early age. 

Always they felt remorse, guilt, Their promiscuity wasn't something they celebrated; it was a compulsion coming from deep inside that they could not control. 

Jeffrey Epstein was experiencing something very different as he had sex with hundreds of underage or barely of age girls 

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on page 116 of Virginia's book she writes

Epstein shared with me what he insisted was a scientific justification for his yearnings for young girls. For example he would only have sex with girls who had started menstruating. Why? so he could assert that since they were biologically able to bear children, they were of age. I was flabbergasted. when he said this stuff but I held my tongue because no matter how young a girl is-

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As soon as I read that, I thought, how ancient Middle Eastern of him, because that was the attitude of both Israelis and Arabs up to 100 years ago or so, that women should be married at age 13 because that's when they have begun menstruating so they can produce children and that's what sex is for remember. 

It's what religions based on the Old Testament believe.

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Virginia: I often wondered what they stood to gain. Blogger: They were gaining kompromat

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CofA Blog asked AI:

During Old Testament times did the Middle Eastern culture marry off girls at age 13? 

I Overview

Yes. In ancient Israel and the broader Middle East, marrying girls at or shortly after puberty—around ages 12 to 14—was customary. Marriages were primarily arranged by parents, and it was a cultural priority to see daughters wed as soon as they were physically able to bear children. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]

To dive deeper into how this worked, the age range and process generally included the following:

• The Betrothal: According to Biblical Archaeology Society, parents often began engaging girls around age 12, with actual marriage (consummation) usually following a year later at 13. [1]

• Historical Evidence: Archaeological records and inscriptions from the ancient Near East and Mediterranean indicate that the majority of women married between 12 and 17, with 13 being a very common age. [1, 2]

• Cultural Purpose: Early marriage was highly valued to encourage procreation, ensure the maximum number of childbearing years, and discourage promiscuity. Additionally, a younger bride was thought to adapt more easily to her husband's household in patrilocal societies. [1, 2]

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Catholic Priest & Epstein pedophile crime similarities SERIES SO FAR- Both had islands in the Caribbean and remote ranches in NM; Doctrine from above gave both immunity; w both, survivors have PTSD and want more indictments- Sparked by V Giuffre https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/pedo-priest-epstein-survivor.html

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So, was Epstein a sex addict, or had he just embraced a geopolitical idea from an ancient religion that allows him to have all the illicit sex he wants and get away with it as a bonus for all his hard work maybe? 

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the politics

Epstein's hidden political agenda, I think, is in who Epstein trafficked Virginia to. Among the first were academics, one a psychology Professor who Epstein was financing and who only wanted to have sex once, then the next night he wanted to just stay in his room and watch movies, hmm. Then she was trafficked to another University professor. 

She writes quote- the psychology Professor was only the first of many academics from prestigious universities who I was forced to service sexually. Unquote

My reaction is 

Dating back to at least the 1950s Russians and others have recruited University professors to be spies; it continued with my generation while I was in college. Recruiting College professors with government connections is a sign that the whole Epstein embroglio was created to entrap potential spies and collect kompromat on them. 

Epstein got to know the professors by funding their research which was another form of entrapment followed up by underage girls,

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Virginia writes, among them were the physicist who discovered the quark, the computer scientist who consulted with Stanley Kubrick for 2001,"

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Virginia thinks Epstein hangs around professors so people will think he is smart too, but I've read enough about spies during the Cold War to know that he was likely recruiting assets for who knows who- Whoever is conducting this coup that's destroying USA now at this moment while I write. 

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The  Epstein  victims are War casualties.

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Another quote

Scientists weren't the only people Epstein used his vast resources to win access to. which is how I came to be trafficked to a multitude of powerful men. Among them were a gubernatorial candidate who was soon to win election in a western state and the former US senator. Since Epstein didn't introduce me to these men I could only identify them later when I saw photographs. 

end of quote from book

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Another quote 

Virginia says 

Once Maxwell and Epstein started trafficking me to strange men, I often wondered what they stood to gain. Unquote

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They were gaining kompromat

Anti-Vietnam War demonstrations I attended as a teenager on college campuses were populated by a lot of really creepy obvious communist infiltrators; I'm not a paranoid right winger I met them.

Once again I'm filled with the feeling I wish Virginia had stayed alive longer so she could have figured that out.

She would have learned that as an Epstein survivor she is a war hero in the battle to keep USA from self destructing.

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More posts to come shortly as I continue reading Virginia's book 

Photo credit 

The Church and the Ancient Jewish Wedding

https://firstchristianclemmons.org/jewish-wedding/

Ancient Jewish wedding

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She is U.S. Navy vocalist Kathryn Dobyns and you can hear the memorable performance here

I am a progressive who served in 1980s and watching her sing, I thought, how smart, get training and experience here and on to Broadway. 

Her voice is so good that here it is the 16th and I tracked her down bk of this performance I can't stop hearing it in my head SHE IS SO TALENTED and I'm glad to see young people in service. Trump is awful but he's temporary this girl is going to have an amazing career. 

She Never Misses a note flat or sharp she's just on it with power, She has pure clear passionate tone. And she must be smart to get this experience as her career starts. I'm keeping my eyes out for more from her https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDtnxOliXAc&list=RDeDtnxOliXAc&start_radio=1

Epstein and pedophile Catholic priest survivors may share a health issue: PTSD causes autoimmune disorder years later SERIES CONt'D

In recent Congressional hearings several Epstein survivors said they are now diagnosed with PTSD. In 1996 a "PTSD since age 5" diagnosis finally gave me an explanation for what had been wrong with me for decades. 

Unfortunately when someone has PTSD for decades it can develop into autoimmune disease which is what is going on with me now at age 78 and a big reason I renamed this blog DIY Hospice along with Heating Planet in late 2025. 

I seem to be recovering now enough to get back to work and have picked up Virginia's book to continue reading where I'm finding lots and lots of stuff to put in blog posts in the near future. 

Meanwhile, I want to share this information about autoimmune disease caused by PTSD here as a kind of Public Service as… life goes on. 

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SERIES SO FAR: Pedophile Priest & Epstein survivor similarities continues here https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/pedo-priest-epstein-survivor.html

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If you have PTSD for a long period of time, it can and probably will develop into an autoimmune disease

I know about this just at an anecdotal level because I interviewed about a hundred Pedophile priest victims between 2006 and 2016 

The autoimmune disease for me has made me allergic to almost everything.(Read more at bottom)

Meanwhile here is some print information from the internet about how being in a state of constant stress and tension from PTSD for weeks on end can do damage to your nervous system which is all over your body. ***

AI Overview

PTSD and autoimmune diseases 

The Biological Link

Trauma and prolonged stress cause your central nervous system to get stuck in "fight or flight" mode. This constant state of emergency alters your immune function and causes the prolonged release of pro-inflammatory markers (like C-reactive protein and interleukins). Over time, this chronic inflammation damages tissues and unmasks a predisposition to autoimmune responses, where the immune system mistakenly attacks healthy cells. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]

Associated Autoimmune Conditions

Research indicates a higher prevalence of several specific autoimmune diseases among individuals with a history of trauma, including: [1]

• Rheumatoid arthritis
• Lupus (Systemic Lupus Erythmatosus)
• Inflammatory Bowel Disease (IBD, like Crohn's or ulcerative colitis)
• Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
• Autoimmune thyroid diseases (such as Hashimoto's) [1, 2, 3]

Management and Treatment

If you are navigating both conditions, a multidisciplinary approach is highly effective.

• Psychiatric Care: Addressing PTSD through trauma-informed therapies (such as EMDR or Cognitive Processing Therapy) and potentially medications can lower stress-hormone levels, which naturally calms the immune system. Interestingly, some clinical studies show that patients with PTSD who take specific antidepressants like SSRIs experience a reduced rate of autoimmune disease. [1, 2, 3, 4]
• Integrative Support: Anti-inflammatory diets, mindfulness-based stress reduction, and regular, low-impact exercise are often used alongside traditional medicine to help regulate inflammatory pathways. [1, 2, 3]

For more information, you can read about the physiological impact of stress on the body in the Healthline Overview on Autoimmune Diseases and PTSD or explore clinical research on the immune system in PTSD available in Nature.

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The autoimmune disease for me has made me allergic to almost everything.

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SERIES SO FAR: Pedophile Priest & Epstein survivor similarities continues https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/pedo-priest-epstein-survivor.html

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POST NOTE: Recently, I finally found a way to soothe inflamed oozing rash by wrapping it with cotton fabric, but it turns out the cotton t-shirts in my closet also contained just a tiny amount of elastic 

A couple years ago I discovered I'm allergic to elastic all of a sudden, probably because it's made now in Vietnam and places with rubber trees and I think they're using something really low quality to make the elastic.

Whatever, I'm unable to wear underwear as a result. because almost all underwear has elastic in it. I joked to a friend that I was wearing my underwear on the outside now because of the allergy but that didn't work because then my arms rub against it and I get hives everywhere. I wonder how many others with PTSD induced autoimmune disease allergies now have to walk around their houses half naked because of this new elastic.

I'm just writing this to give the Epstein survivors an idea of what they're up for in the future unless Medical Science figures out a way to stop autoimmune disease. 

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Onward ke

OrganicBedAndBaby on Etsy pure cotton diapers wrapped around legs finally solved the problem... for now