Paracletes 2

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

PippiLeak: Hospital for Sick Priests who are then sent out to parishes on weekends

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Another document found during the Discovery process in lawsuits against the Catholic Church re pedophile priests known as the Clergy Cases in Southern California, 2003-2007, a 1956 news article in a Catholic publication in San Diego describes the religious order, part of a fund raising appeal: From first page:

“Via Coeli needs money. Their apostolate won’t let them go to the laity with their hand out for money ‘to rehabilitate fallen priests.’”

“All the members [priests who have joined Servants of the Paraclete as priests after being there as patients] are prepared to comfort guests at any hour, to drop everything to fill in.”

“'You are curious about our graduates,’ Father Gerald writes. ‘They fall into a number of categories [such as] the priest whose fall is rather Davidical in character.’”



In "Hospital for Sick Priests" page 2 Gerald Fitzgerald writes: “There is another class of men whose coming to us is the result of long continual deterioration… This type requires a longer period of spiritual rebuilding and oftentimes we must not only strive to rebuild the individual but the disillusioned confidence of former Superiors as well.

“If we fail- well, with proper authorization we try to find among those Bishops who combine a great need for priests with Christlike patience an opportunity for those priests to begin again.”

Fitzgerald writes: “There are many priests… apparently incapable, without moral relapse, of perseverance in a less protected environment.
“Invariably these men return to us and we are seeking now to establish mission centers where men of this charac---

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‘-ter could be used in supervised home-based activity, go out for weekend work, temporary cover etc. We have one such house which is highly successful, some eight padres go out each Sunday.”

[CofA: Reading that gives me the chills, knowing now what those “padres” did on weekends.]

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Below is the cover page for this document from the Clergy Cases:



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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Servants of Paraclete Docs at City of Angels

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(We have a collection of documents re the pedophile priest rehab center in Jemez Springs, New Mexico from 1949 to the 1970s, with more docs to be added in the future:)

Monday, June 16, 2008
PROOF: Bishops knew about pedophile priests as far back as 1950s and worked to keep the problem secret. Documents here, click to enlarge

AND HERE: Added June 26
"This diocese is so indebted to you," writes the Bishop of San Diego to Gerald Fitzgerald in 1954. In the 1950 letter below...

AND HERE:
SALESIAN CONNECTION Cases against religious order thatproduced these docs in the Los Angeles 2003-2007 lawsuits..

AND:

Monday, June 16, 2008

LA PROOF: Ties between St. John Seminary, LA Archbishop, & Paracletes rehab center for pedophile priests shown in deposition testimony & letters

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THIS ONE HAS MINUTES of Servants of Paraclete meeting

They discuss the logistics of getting these priests who are in alcoholism and pedophilia rehab out to their “supply priest” work on weekends in the community

Friday, June 27, 2008

MORE PROOF: Sick priests put in parishes: Minutes of the March 1967 meeting of Servants of Paraclete, 6 pages scanned in here today

Hundreds of pages of Servants of the Paraclete documents at the bottom of post linked above.

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Next Servant of Paraclete Document here at PippiLeaks*: Letter about withdrawal from Tortola, remote island where SOTP once ran a retreat to house pedophile priests as far away from civilization as possible. Upon orders from "ecclesiastical superiors," Gerald Fitzgerald writes in this November 10, 1960, letter to the Bishop of Virgin Islands to begin the process of removing the priests back to New Mexico.

We see that the founder of SOTP did not want to give up the island in the Caribbean that was being used to isolate pedophile priests, in the letter from Gerald Fitzgerald to Bishop Edward Happer of Our Lady or Perpetual Help in Brooklyn, NY, scanned here “re our foundation in your Diocese in the Virgin Islands.”

Before starting closing procedures in Tortola, Fitzgerald writes, “I thought it prudent to consult His Excellency, Archbishop Byrne (of Santa Fe) who soon expressed “his decision that we give up Tortola. This leaves me nothing else to do but to carry out the desires of my ecclesiastical superior and to ask Your Excellency to let me know how you would wish this withdrawal to be made.”

On Page 2 of this letter Fitzgerald holds several doors open to continue having the island run by Servants of the Paraclete even says:

“Carrying out this request in this matter is possibly one of the hardest obediences which I have ever been called upon to execute.”

Next quote brings up a “Huh?” from city of angels lady as she reads:

“In doing so” (bringing pedophiles back to the mainland States), “I can find consolation only by echoing the words of our Divine Master: ‘Father not my will but Thine be done.’”

So Father Fitzgerald felt that returning pedophiles to the mainland made him as much a martyr as Christ? Or was as evil as killing Christ?

Hmm.

*PippiLeaks, at CIty of Angels Blog, is a platform for public release of documents that reveal the coverup of sex crimes of pedophile priests in the Catholic Church, Papal Insider Pedophile Priest Informaion Leaks, inspired by Julian Assange and WikiLeaks.

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He wants to put convicted child molesters on an island off the Coast of Santa Barbara, and the idea has created a buzz in the crowded election for Governor of California.

The Orange County Republican is not the first one to get the idea. Leader of Catholic religious order Servants of the Paracletes concluded, after a decade or so of dealing with priests who went after children, that putting pedophiles off on an island was the best way to deal with them.

“9. Father Gerald thought that such priests -- meaning priests attracted to male children, teenagers -- should be completely segregated from society, and consequently wanted a remote ‘island refuge’ far from civilization and a monastery would be established and such men could live and try to save their souls."

Click here to read the entire post with scanned documents at City of Angels 4, where we were posting in 2008.

Pedophile-Priests, Epstein Zorro Ranch neighbors in Santa Fe County New Mexico. paracletes 1

"Catholic bishops kept Via Coeli and its work with problem priests secret from the parishes. Meanwhile bishops were touring the Northern New Mexico treatment center and sending pedophile priests to Via Coeli, beginning in the 1950s," More similarities to come as City of Angels blog compares the pedophile priest epidemic in the Catholic church with the Epstein crimes that followed soon after.

MORE 2008 PARACLETES DOCS

Reposted today Paracletes 2- orig posted Tuesday, December 28, 2010 

PippiLeak: Hospital for Predator Priests who are then sent out to parishes on weekends https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/paracletes-2.html

Series began here:

from Wednesday, June 10, 2026 I feel a real affinity for Virginia Guthrie; thank God my molester was a Catholic priest

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Originally posted Monday, June 16, 2008

PROOF: Bishops knew about pedophile priests as far back as 1950s and worked to keep the problem secret. Documents here, click to enlarge

By Kay Ebeling

The documents scanned in below prove the Catholic Church hierarchy knew pedophile priests were a problem as far back as the 1950s. Fr. Gerald Fitzgerald, director of Via Coeli in New Mexico, (pictured at right) realized after years of treating sexually deviant priests that there was no “cure” and wanted to put the predator priests on a remote island where they could do no damage. He pled his case to bishops all over the country with personal visits and correspondence back and forth, some of which is scanned in below. But a growing belief in 12-step programs and surprisingly secular treatment concepts defeated Fitzgerald. Via Coeli instead in the sixties began treating pedophile priests as men with “issues” in need of talk therapy.

Not only did the church know there were pedophiles among the priests, but Catholic Church hierarchy had been well educated in pedophilia by Fr. Gerald Fitzgerald. Documents here show that bishops kept Via Coeli and its work with problem priests secret from the parishes. Meanwhile bishops were touring the Northern New Mexico treatment center and sending pedophile priests to Via Coeli, beginning in the 1950s, as these documents prove.This is a long post with only a sampling of the documents from a lawsuit against the Paracletes in the 1990s in New Mexico, which were released to the public in June 2007, see the court order insert at right. (Click to enlarge.) Also you should be able to print to your own computer any doc enlarged here.What I hope is we don't just read all this and go Hmm, Interesting, but as a group, survivors of church sex crimes do something with this information.One idea I have is someone from as many regions as possible print out these documents. Then all of us on the same day, with word going out to the press, carry these documents into the Congressional district office in your community, hand delivering them to our representatives in the US Congress across the country, all on the same day.TO DEMAND A FEDERAL INVESTIGATIONAs a group all on the same day, we’d deliver the docs to local congressional offices and ask for a federal investigation and hearings.That's just one idea.

The Paracletes Documents will stay at the top of City of Angels 11 (linked at left & at top) so as more posts go up here at City of Angels 4, you can continue to access this post in the next few weeks at City of Angels 11, where we will also continue scanning docs over the next weeks.

The story begins with Plaintiffs' Opposition to Defendants Motion in Limine to exclude reference to Servants of the Paracletes is the LA Clergy Cases, quoted here:

“Defendants (the church) take the position that they were blind to the warning signs and nature of pedophilia, because in the past, when the abuse of plaintiffs occurred, times were different. They (Church attorneys) have stated that the Salesians, like the public at large, were unaware of the epidemic of clergy sexual abuse.

"The evidence demonstrates that the Catholic Church was well aware of the problem of clergy sexual abuse before and during the time plaintiffs were sexually abused. In fact the Catholic Church were experts in the problems of pedophilia priests and the recidivist nature of pedophilia.”

Read the documents. They show that Fr. Fitzgerald was a lone voice, calling out in letters, personal visits, even magazine articles to bishops from the time of the mid-1950s. Don't return these "vipers" to the parishes. Fitzgerald was just beginning to develop a remote island as a treatment center when he was removed as Director of Via Coeli.ABOVE: Gerald Fitzgerald met with Pope Paul VI in 1963 to discuss the pedophile priest problem.*****In August 1963, convinced that pedophile priests posed a serious problem for the Catholic Church, Father Gerald Fitzerald traveled to the Vatican, met with the Pope and discussed treatment of pedophile priests at Via Coeli, documented in the letter to Pope Paul Page 1 at right, pages 2 to 5 following (click to enlarge). A quote from Page 1 of the letter from Father Fitzgerald to Pope Paul:“In accordance with Your Holiness’ desire I am summarizing some convictions on the problem of the problem priests."Quote of Note from Page 2 below: “Unfortunately there is an understandable temptation to consider the brilliant student as adequate for the priesthood without a deep scrutiny of his interior spirit. 3.) There has been an alarming increase in the present era of priestly casualties. . . the present conditions could have been easily predicted and are not in themselves surprising."Page 3 to 4Personally I am not sanguine of the return of priests to active duty who have been addicted to abnormal practices, especially sins with the young.(ME: Remember this was 1963 from the head of the Parcletes to the Pope after they’d met and discussed problem priests.)Page 4
















Because of the tremendous scandal given, I would most earnestly recommend total laicization. I say 'total' designedly because when these men are taken before civil authority, the non-Catholic world definitely blames the discipline of celibacy for the perversion of these men. They argue - rightly or wrongly - that these men turn to boys because they are denied the right of marriage.***************"I Myself In Audience With Pope, Spoke Of This Matter"*************************September 1964, Fitzgerald was still following up on his audience with Pope Paul, here with a letter to a superior in the Paracletes in Rome, like so many letters, trying to convince that pedophiles were permanently sick, not to be returned to parishes:QUOTES:On Page one at right: “3. I myself in an audience I was privileged to have with His Holiness, Pope Paul, spoke of this matter which undoubtedly has been one of the deep concerns of his fatherly soule.Page 1-2 “4. May I take this occasion to bring to your attention what is a growing concern to many of us here in the States. When I was ordained, forty-three years ago, homosexuality was a practically unknown rarity.”(NOTE: The word "homosexual" was at that time lumped into the same category as sex with male adults, teenagers and children, as shown in other documents from this June 4 load..)He says 3 of 10 cases in 1964 are “representing aberrations involving homosexuality, a growing problem “in the wake of World War II.”ALSO ON PAGE 2 of the 1964 Durick letter:“We know of several seminaries that have been deeply infected and this of course leads to a wide infection.”******AFFIDAVIT OF FATHER JOSEPH McNAMARA begins at Left. McNamara took over as Director when Fitzgerald was forced to step down.“We considered men who were attracted to male children, teenagers, or adults as ‘homosexual priests.’”“When talking among ourselves, we used the term ‘homosexual’ (to describe priests with ‘psycho-sexual difficulties.’“Until Servants of the Paraclete adopted the graduated program of rehabilitation proposed and recommended by Dr. John Salazar, SOTP did not deal with priests who had molested children or priests who manifested any form of what we considered to be sexual aberration.We did not think of sexual activity with a male, whether a child, a teenager, or an adult, to be the result of a biological or psychological condition.”SHOWS THEY LUMPED HOMOSEXUALITY AND PEDOPHILIA WITH BOYS IN ONE CATEGORY:Over and over againBottom of page 3 to page 4





























(8) “Prior to the adoption of the graduated program of rehabilitation, If we learned that a resident who had been sent to Via Coeli Monastery for a different reason, such as alcoholism, was ‘homosexual’ - attracted to male children, teenagers, or adults, he would be told to leave immediately

“9. Father Gerald thought that such priests -- meaning priests attracted to male children, teenagers, or adults -- should be completely segregated from society, and consequently wanted a remote ‘island refuge’ far from civilization and a monastery would be established and such men could live and try to save their souls.“Servants of the Paraclete could not keep guest priests there, as if it were a prison. Similarly, Servants of the Paraclete could not assign guests priests to duties in parishes or dioceses, either temporarily or permanently.Whether a guest priest performed any priestly duties or activities in parishes was entirely up to others, as whether a guest priest performed any priestly duties or activities in parishes was entirely up to others, as were questions about how, when, where, and under what circuere questions about how, when, where, and under what circumstances such duties and activities would be performed.*******************************************************September 26, 1957, letter from Father Gerald to the Bishop of New Hampshire, below,In context with other documents, the letter shows in 1957 Fitzgerald did not want to return these priests to active duty as "Their repentance is superficial and motivated by a desire to be again in a position where they can continue their wonted activity.""A new diocese means only greener pastures.""To sum up: we are willing to shelter Father but it should not be with any hope that he will be recommended to another bishop even after he has spent some months with us."Even though it is true that many Bishops, especially in the West, are in need of priests."ABOVE:In 1971 Bishop of Worcester wrote that David A. Holley's history gave "little hope for his being able to resume an effective ministry for a long time, if ever." The history was molesting boys. 1971. The bishop of Worcester wrote about it to Via Coeli below:Here is what bishop accountability reports about Holley:Abused in Massachusetts and sent to Paraclete center in New Mexico for treatment. Convicted 1993 of abusing 8 boys between 1972-1974 in Alamogordo, NM. 275-year sentence. Many victims in many states including 2 dioceses in Texas.=================Quotes from 1952 letter by Fitzgerald below:
























“We find it quite common, almost universal with the handful of men we have seen in the last five years who have been under similar charges - we find it almost universal that they seem to be lacking in appreciation of the serious situation."

"As a class they expect to bound back like tennis balls on the court of priestly activity. I myself would be inclined to favor laicization for any priest, upon objective evidence, for tapering with the virtue of the young.”

“In practice real conversions will be rare.

Many bishops believe men are never free from the approximate danger once they have begun.”THE ABOVE LETTER proves 2 things: Fitzgerald wrote long letters to individual bishops explaining the lack of a cure for pedophilia. Also that the topic of priest pedophiles was discussed among bishops, with Fitzgerald’s phrase: “Many bishops believe men are never free from the approximate danger.”Apparently Edmund Boyle was at large: “If Edmund Bolye returns here or we learn of his whereabouts we will notify Your Excellency.”=====================PROGRESS REPORT on BERNARD BISSONETTE: Listed here as a "Code 3" resident at Vie Coeli.Bishop Accountability Also Has A Listing For Bissonette in the database under B:Worked in Connecticut, Michigan, Minnesota, and New Mexico. Accused of abuse of numerous youths just about everywhere he served. One alleged victim committed suicide. Another victim filed civil suit 2002 and in July 2006, Connecticut Supreme Court ruled that the suit was timely filed and sent it back down to lower court to be tried. Laicization announced in 3/06ABOVE: Progress Report and samples of 2 re Bissonette**************************************************************************Fitzgerald was a promoter, and he advertised, phoned, visited bishops telling of Via Coeli treatment for pedophiles et al.THE ISLAND LETTERS********By 1957 Fitzgerald did not want to treat pedophiles any more at Via Coeli but preferred to buy an island and put them as far away from civilization as possible.Quotes: In September 18, 1957 letter below: “To Archbishop and Co-Fonder” (Possibly a letter that was reproduced and sent to many different archbishops)“For the sake of preventing scandal, we will not offer hospitality to men who have seduced or attempted to seduce little boys or girls.”“It is for this class of rattlesnake I have always wished the island retreat - but even an island is too good for these vipers.”“When I see the Holy Father I am going to speak of this class to His Holiness.” Which he did, in the Pope correspondence shown in the letter at the top of this post.To Set Up An Island:




































This Class Of Rattlesnakes:**************IN ADDITION:It’s like pulling teeth, but at left in a May 11, 2007, deposition McNamara does admit that there were tours of the Paracletes’ Via Coeli in the 1950s. Bishops from all over the country came to Via Coeli for a tour or a seminar, on priests’ sexual problems, which did include “sexual impropriety.”Pages 90 and 91 are on the left, click to enlarge and read the deposition. It takes two pages of transcript but McNamara admits there were seminars and tours for bishops in the 1950s. McNamara worked alongside Fitzgerald and took over as Director of Via Coeli when Fitzgerald was forced to step down.Below in Fitzgerald's Own Hand:=================September 26, 1957, letter from Father Gerald to the Bishop of New Hampshire, below, left and right, pages one and two (Click to enlarge).In context with other documents, the letter shows in 1957 Fitzgerald did not want to return these priests to active duty as "Their repentance is superficial and motivated by a desire to be again in a position where they can continue their wonted activity.""A new diocese means only greener pasturespastures.""To sum up: we are willing to shelter Father but it should not be with any hope that he will be recommended to another bishop even after he has spent some months with us."Even though it is true that many Bishops, especially in the West, are in need of priests."***************From Christ the King Seminary in New York to Father Gerald at left, documenting a phone call, shows that bishops were communicating with Fitzgerald on a casual personal, friendly basis about their problem priests.Bishops knew who Fitzgerald was and what he was doing at Jemez Springs with pedophile priests as far back as 1959, as we see in this phone memo.The memo above follows up on a phone call to Jemez Springs about Robert John Smith, saying there had been “complaints by some parents” It’s dates September 11, 1959.Robert John Smith, pedophile priest apparently came to Jemez Springs after that phone call. Here is all we have in bishop accountability (so far) about Robert Smith pedophile priest:Seminarian. “Accused of abuse. Died 1987 Santa Fe. New Mexico. Source: Albuquerque Journal 3.20.98===================FATHER GERALD was ever a promoter. At left we see a letter that was apparently mimeographed (It was 1957) or typed over and over with carbon paper and sent to Archbishops and cofounders. Since everyone knows what he's talking about, he only uses code words.In the above left letter Gerald Fizgerald writes to an anonymous Archbishop or Cofounder:






































"It is for this class of rattlesnake I have always wished the island retreat."

Fitzgerald is planning to see the Pope:

"When I see the Holy Father I am going to speak of this class to His Holiness."

He did meet with Pope Pius VI in 1963, unfortunately, the Pope he's been speaking with for years, Pope John, had died one month earlier.

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The Salesian Connection
****************************At left, click to enlarge)Q: All right, as you sit here today, are you aware of any Salesian priest or brother ever being referred to the Servants of the Paraclete?A: Yes.Q: Can you tell me what decade that individual was at the Servants of the Paracletes?A: There was one in Jemez when I was a novice in 1970 and there was one in St. Louis when I was there in the'90s and there was one in Jemez that I -- those are the three I remember.Q: But he predated 1970, correct?A: Yes.Page 83-84, the witness is quick to answer thatthe priest was treated for schizophrenia, no objection from the church attorney.However, when asked (p. 83 continued), "Do you know whether he had been accused at any time of having had sexual contact with children or teenagers?CHURCH ATTORNEY JUMPS IN:Objection. Lacks foundation, calls for speculation, hearsay and violation of the psychotherapy and clergy privileges and right to privacy.Five grounds for objection.But the church attorney had no problem with the witness saying the priest was schizophrenic. In that release of information that the priest had a major mental illness, no privacy violation in the preceding question, just the one about child molesting.Church attorneys should be disbarred, the way they twisted law for archdioceses.---------------In God's Name Get This Man Laicized:------------------------August 1960 letter (right)to "Very Reverend Provincial"QUOTES:“In God’s Name, get this man laicized as quickly as possible.”“Men who sin repeatedly with little children certainly fall under the classification of those who ‘it were getter had they not been born.’“As a layman, the civil authorities will make short work of his activity and place him in the protective custody that his type merit.“As there are many little children in this Canyon, where I am the shepherd of souls, I could not in conscience consider receiving him here.”=================













































ARTICLE 1950s shows in house publications reported on the Servants. AND another common theme, the Servants DID NOT go to the laity for support. The Laity did not konw about the Servants, but the Bishops and Cardinals were Very Aware of Via Coeli and what type of priests were sent there.

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As I go through more of this pile of docs, I'll put an announcement at City of Angels 4 that more are being posted. This post with all the documents will live here at the top of City of Angels 11 For a time.

More to come, literally. . .

The Catholic Church in New Mexico sent sick priests to do supply work regularly in the parishes within close driving distance of Jemez Springs.

Onward.

MORE DOCUMENTS HERE:

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SALESIAN CONNECTION as it was cases against that religious order that produced these docs in the Los Angeles 2003 lawsuits.
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THE L.A. Connection through St. John Seminary

MINUTES in this batch

LAST BATCH

CALL: Target Crimes, LA DA's Office, to report sex crimes in the Catholic Church: Phone: (213) 974-5985

City of Angels Lady in 2008

PROOF: Bishops knew about pedophile priests as far back as 1950s and worked to keep the problem secret. Documents here, click to enlarge

read more here 

Monday, June 15, 2026

Paracletes 2

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

PippiLeak: Hospital for Sick Priests who are then sent out to parishes on weekends

https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/paracletes-2.html

I feel a real affinity for Virginia Guthrie; thank God my molester was a Catholic priest

[Update Saturday June 13th, the book is still on the way taking a long time to get to me but I do plan to write about the similarities between pedophile priest victims and the Epstein victims in the coming weeks.]

First in a series: I'm one of 100,000* pedophile priest victims who came forward in archdioceses across the land beginning in the 1990s; and because I'm a journalist, I didn't just join a lawsuit, I started a Blog and really pushed the the story forward.  

You would think that would get a writer good results. But the reaction I got from people was so horrible, it has a lot to do with why I'm sitting in a room by myself at age 78 so isolated.

Ironically, it's probably the Catholic teaching ingrained so deep inside of me that no matter how bad things get, I can't kill myself.

CofA Blog starts

at CofA Blog 2007

then CofA Blog 2008

and CofA Blog 2009
and CofA Blog 2010
and CofA Blog 2011

and ongoing at CofA Blog 2012

I'm looking forward to the book by the Epstein victim who accused Prince Andrew arriving in the mail in the next few days so I can see why I feel this affinity for someone who on the surface is so different from me. Stay tuned. 

Her book is due tomorrow; She killed- herself April 2025.

but I want to post this in advance saying what I think I'm going to find.

I feel a real affinity for Virginia Guthrie, because I went public about the pedophile priest crimes, and had this bizarre experience; ended up getting bullied so bad I had to move three times, And when my neighbors and new friends found out I was writing about Catholic priests molesting children I got hated everywhere I went.

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READ: USA sided with pedophile priests, and soon after, the nation fell, The book I never finished writing; read it here: https://cityofangelslady.blogspot.com/2024/09/prologue.html

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Worst of all was the way people responded as if I was the bad guy making me wonder about the whole human race. I mean if you can't get up in arms about ten thousand Catholic priests raping 100,000 children over a 10-35 year period. in the United States alone, and there may have been more, then what are you going to get excited about?

I wonder if Virginia Guthrie had a similar experience to me; so dismayed and disappointed, and then the bad guys being so powerful You get to see them lauded in the Press winning Awards; and in my case they got to my family and turned some of them against me too.

So right now I am anticipating the arrival of Virginia Guthrie's book and that's going to be what I write about for a while here. 

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coming from eBay shortly.

However, from what I've read and heard about the book, she talks about re-traumatization and the inevitability of it happening again bk once you've been started off on a sexually skewered path because of pedophile attacks on you at a young age, it's almost inevitable that you're going to get into trouble sexually later in life. I'm looking forward to the book to see if there is that parallel in her life and mine, and

IRONY

likely the only reason I'm still alive and haven't committed suicide a long time ago is the same influence, the Catholic church / Catholic priests, who sent me down my crooked path of life. 

As I wait for the book to arrive, I anticipate similarities in my experience and Virginia's and can't wait to see if I'm right. 

Why aren't humans responding like humans to this? 

Dismay, shock, confusion, feeling like I'm on a planet that's not populated by humanoids like me. Those are all feelings I had after going public with the blog I'm seeing the way people reacted to it.

I expected the news that Catholic priests in almost every community were molesting children at least from the 1950s up to last week would shock people and cause a ripple effect all across the world that resulted in a massive changes and settlements to the victims, not taking 20 years to fight us in court. 

I wonder if Virginia also felt that kind of shock and disappointment with the whole human race the people didn't react with more shock and immediate action after hearing about what Epstein was doing.

Keep in mind, Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislane Maxwell both watched Catholic priests get away with pedophilia as they developed their strategies for a child sex trafficking ring, in fact all pedophiles across the world saw what Catholic priests got away with and became enabled, Meanwhile the victims get so depressed we get suicidal and ironically only reason I'm still alive is that Catholic inbreading that I have to respect human life so much that I can't kill myself. Hmph 

Background

How  this all started

Which Epstein victim committed suicide? 

Virginia Giuffre, who accused Prince Andrew and Jeffrey Epstein of sexual abuse, has died by suicide aged 41, her family has said.

Virginia Giuffre, who was one of the most outspoken accusers of convicted sex offenders Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell, died by suicide aged 41 Epstein victim Virginia Giuffre, who accused Prince Andrew 

April 25, 2025 (age 41 years), Neergabby, Australia committed suicide,

I totally get it 

I've done a bit of research and learned that near the end of the book, she says, "I don't regret it. But the constant telling and retelling has been extremely painful and exhausting. With this book, I seek to free myself"

CNN October 2025 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGBJYx8KQ4A 

[KE:Telling your story of rape over and over again is re-traumatizing like you're getting raped all over again and you look at the person you're talking to and they squirm in their chair and it makes you feel really awful especially when it doesn't result in you getting any of the help you need.] 

ANOTHER ONE: 

"And it's it's it's incredibly upsetting. And there was no one there to  help. There was no one there to help her. She   was nobody's girl. Nobody saw her as the daughter  of somebody that was worth saving after two years  

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of abuse. And and these are the people that we  look up to. These are the leaders.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KA0nyrbOQxw Virginia Giuffre’s Bombshell Book Is Shaking the Epstein World Tara Palmeri Tara Palme, above.

RELATED"

Old people get raped two part three

What makes me being raped at age 71 in the local hospital even worse than it sounds is...

*Read about the 10,000 pedophile priests and 100K survivors and lawsuits, continuing to this date, at bishop accountability dot org https://www.bishop-accountability.org/accused/

Database of Publicly Accused Roman Catholic Priests, Nuns, Brothers, Deacons, and Seminarians

[Hope Virginia's book comes soon in the mail it's Coming from New Jersey]