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Their cruelty, depravities in the house of the Epstein sins"
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Sung to the tune of House of the Rising Sun by Santa Fe Raging Grannies "We must expose this cover up of wealthy powerful men
Their cruelty, depravities in the house of the Epstein sins"
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Wow here displayed are many of the compromised billionaires named in the Epstein files who are now influencing Trump's USA- video will be part of a blog post here shortly
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So many men in the Epstein files are now in the Trump Administration that I'm convinced Jeffrey and Ghislane were working for some foreign agency, with the goal of collecting compromat on guys they identified as easy targets to turn against usa. They https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/editorial-epstein-list-men-run-usa.html
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Epstein's use of young girls to snare politically https://cityofangels25.blogspot.com/2026/06/epstein-maxwell-mossad-connection-turns.html
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Friday, June 19, 2026 Editorial: Epstein-compromised men now run USA; his survivors are casualties of War; if goal was to bring down the United States, It worked So many men in the Epstein files are now in the Trump Administration that I'm convinced Jeffrey and Ghislane were working for some foreign agency, with the goal of collecting compromat on guys they
Sunday, June 21, 2026 Epstein Maxwell Mossad Connection, turns out it's all true- Stephanie Harlowe spells it out Epstein's use of young girls to snare politically influential men in the USA was a covert Act, the Epstein files themselves reveal Mossad connections, as much as it sounded like rumor and conspiracy,
Tuesday, June 23, 2026 Reprint 1 The tine I got kidnapped by two guys in Paris 1966; they were going to sell me to two Arabs but I overheard and escaped; this is a true story As I read her book, memories enter my mind The similarity of my life to Virginia Giuffre's is child sex assault and the effect it has on a person for the rest of their life; how even though she and I came
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As I read her book, memories enter my mind
The similarity of my life to Virginia Giuffre's is child sex assault and the effect it has on a person for the rest of their life; how even though she and I came from completely different times and places, the pattern of re-traumatization is the same. The blog post copied below is from 2007 January, one of the first I ever put up. Reprint 1 in this series Is about the time I got kidnapped by two guys in Paris who were going to sell me to Arabs and how I escaped and it is a true story from Summer 1966 my life.
At age 17 I was wandering around unsupervised and alone in Paris France and ended up almost getting sold to the Arabs, a memory I have as I read about Virginia at age 14 joining the Brunel modeling agency using the name Baby. Virginia's book opens with her in Paris to testify
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Now remember it was 1966 and in California if someone had long hair and jeans you automatically identified them as a fellow traveler in the counter culture. I was 17 and thought things would be the same in Paris so I may even have been the one who struck up a conversation with them. I know I asked if they knew where to score some LSD and they pretended to know what that was but didn't know where to get some, but we could get some lalalalala, don’t remember the name of it, a drug they said was like LSD and I said, great let’s go.
Somehow in my high school French and their enthusiasm as they explained their house was out in the suburbs I agreed to go to the hotel and get my stuff and take it with us. We rode the train out of Paris to their house, this big empty house in a town up the train line. We walked about a block from the train to this huge brick house surrounded by a 10 foot brick fence. Inside the gate were trees and gardens before you got to the front door.
I was a 17 year old girl hooked up and ready to party. I was no virgin. I was a 17 year old Southern California natural blond tanned girl with a dancer’s anorexic body but Polish curves -- I was hot and probably some kind of fantasy come true for these French guys, who already thought all American women were whores but a girl from Southern California! But I was unaware of that. I was just natural in a sundress and sandals and little else sitting in this kitchen outside Paris drinking wine and eating something home cooked with these two French guys and then taking this drug. . .
It was not anything at all like LSD. In fact I just fell asleep. When I woke up I was locked in a bedroom upstairs, groggy, they came in and fucked me over and over and then gave me more of the drug and that went on for a few days, I really don’t know how long. They came after me in the bathtub, they made me take the drug when I didn’t want it. The sex the first night may have been consensual but after a few days of being locked in the upstairs bedroom except when I was let out to take a bath and then they’d be in there with me -- it was beginning to be a bad experience. I don't think I even thought of the word rape. I was groggy.
I just wished they’d quit fucking me, as it was hurting.
Finally one day strangely my door wasn’t locked so I was able to come to the tof the stairs, then tiptoe down a few steps, and listen to the two French guys having this animated conversation with two men with what seemed to be Arab accents. I peaked and the two new men were dark, wearing Arab robes. The French guys were doing their Parisian French which was really hard for me to follow but I got it that they were describing me, how it felt to touch my skin, the Skin! They kept repeating it, “le peau le teint.” And they talked about money. I shivered there on the stairs hoping they didn’t hear me, realizing “They’re going to sell me to the Arabs.”
So I freaked. Got to get outta here. I listened longer, understood little more but enough to know the deal was done and I was going to Saudi Arabia in a few hours. Then they all left, without even checking on me, which was weird. Thinking back now I realize maybe they’d been up in the bedroom earlier while I was drugged and knocked out looking at me and didn't realize they hadn’t locked the door when they left, then didn't want to make the Arab guys wait, so the French guys left without checking. Anyway, my door was unlocked, and I had to get out of that house now.
I still had my big white suitcase and I still had to take all of my stuff with me. I lugged the suitcase down the stairs. Every window on the ground floor was nailed shut. I ran to the kitchen and all the doors of course were locked, except one, the door that led to the basement. So I dragged the huge white suitcase behind me down the narrow basement staircase in that old French country house.
In the basement there was one small window just at ground level near the high ceiling. Beneath the window were these huge laundry basins like for washing sheets by hand a century ago. I could climb up these sinks and then crawl through the window. It was a tiny opening. I pulled myself through and then went to pull the suitcase through and get us to freedom. But the suitcase was too large. Remember I was a 17 year old girl from L.A. and I wasn’t going to leave behind all my clothes for these French freaks to keep so I pulled and pulled and pulled and the suitcase was just plain larger than the window.
Then there was a BLLLLLLNNNNNNGGGG sound. It came with the wind through the trees. There are even angelic voices in the moment as I remember it today. Whatever happened the suitcase came through the window. The solid 1960s pre-plastic quality suitcase came through the old window which was surrounded by brick wall surrounded, and I was able to get out of there. I had to climb a tree and throw the suitcase over the fence then jump down myself. I scrambled in the direction I remembered the train station to be and got out of there before the French guys came back with the Arabs and probably would have sold me into some kind of white slavery and I wouldn't have lived a lot more years.
Later in life I wondered if because I’d been raped by a priest at age five and had thus gone out into the world with a shitload of confusion and sexual compulsions, always thinking I was doing some holy thing when I was having sex so in no way sinning, just being this fantasy female for men like I was supposed to be.
God, or whatever is in charge of this planet, looked down at me at age five being raped by that priest in the rectory of a Catholic Church and realized, this girl is going to have a lot of trouble in life. So he dispatched a couple of extra angels, or whatever you call them, down to watch over me my whole life. And that's how I got out of that situation, how the suitcase came through the brick-surrounded window so I could get away, and also so many other situations later in life, but this story, the “time I almost got sold to the Arabs as a sex slave at age 17” story, is the main reason I say it’s a miracle I made it to age 19.
There was a man at the train station that day when I escaped. I must have looked pretty disheveled, drugged, scared, shaking, but trying to act cool. The older guy sat next to me and I didn’t tell him at all what happened. He asked if I needed help and I asked something like how can I find a hotel. He was amazed I had money on me, and stopped reaching for his wallet. He said, well then go to the Hilton, hmm, the Paris Hilton, and I thought yeah good idea.
I went downtown Paris checked into the Hilton paid with a couple of my checks, my parents had sent me with a wad of American Express checks, which for some reason the Parisian men had not taken, the checks were still there in the suitcase. I was raised in benevolent neglect. It felt so good to feel the American-ness of the Paris Hilton, and as I walked through the lobby I stopped to get a magazine. About all there was in English was an edition of Playboy. I went to my room and was finally safe and free, took a private bath and luxuriated in the bed with room service for a couple of nights, recovering from the “trauma” as we’d call it today, alone at age 17, achy from several days of involuntary sex.
I found nurturing and comfort in the pages of Playboy Magazine that night....
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This Story starts about 2/3 of the way down in this blog post from 2007 January one of the first blog posts I ever put up.
https://cityofangels1.blogspot.com/2007/01/i-was-teenage-slut.html
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Epstein's use of young girls to snare politically influential men in the USA was a covert Act, the Epstein files themselves reveal Mossad connections, as much as it sounded like rumor and conspiracy, YouTube AutoPlayed this video of Stephanie Harlowe speaking when I was napping yesterday. She is so intelligent and coherent here it sparked me awake, as she gives the history of Ghislaine Maxwell's family global influences dating back to the birth of Robert in Eastern Czechoslovakia to his escape from the Nazis and rise mysteriously to so much power. The connection in New Mexico with Los Alamos scientists and the Manhattan Project is whack me over the head astounding. As much as it sounded like rumor and conspiracy, it really is true that Epstein's use of young girls to snare politically influential men in the United States was a covert Act to bring us down like I wrote about here couple days ago. Meanwhile, Virginia's book has arrived and I wish it was a larger, more Gothic font but I will start reading it shortly.
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So many men in the Epstein files are now in the Trump Administration that I'm convinced Jeffrey and Ghislane were working for some foreign agency, with the goal of collecting compromat on guys they identified as easy targets to turn against usa. They found American businessmen making billions without doing much work, and with a devious knucklehead
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So many men in the Epstein files are now in the Trump Administration that I'm convinced Jeffrey and Ghislane were working for some foreign agency, with the goal of collecting compromat on guys they identified as easy targets to turn against usa. They found American businessmen making billions without doing much work, and with a devious knucklehead bent. Now those compromised men have cushy Ambassador jobs or are running agencies that they know nothing about. So all they do is what their leader tells them to do.
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With almost every member of Trump's Administration and cabinet being compromised and blackmailed for child sex assault caught on tape by Epstein, what a great way to bring down the USA.
This operation will surely go down in Espionage history and the Epstein victims can think of themselves as Casualties of War as well.
I just hope I live long enough to find out who Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislane Maxwell were working for, in other words what nation is running USA now. There are a lot of rumors, I'm waiting for the truth to come out.
I think whoever ran this operation did see how the Catholic Church handled its child sex assault crimes, as I've documented in great detail in the previous eight or so blog posts.
Epstein's scheme was built on borrowing from the Catholic Church business model, so to speak.
So Epstein, I think, in history will be remembered as a very successful agent working for whoever he was working for.
Because if the goal was to bring down the United States, It worked.
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That's it.
From now on I'm just going to say blank Maxwell and leave it whatever voice typing makes it into. I'm tired of having to type in her stupid pseudo French British upper class bitch name over and over so from now on whenever you see something weird like Julie Maxwell you'll know that K is on voice typing and is not going to bother typing her name one more time.
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"When Catholic priests got away with pedophilia, Predators all over the world watched and became enabled, and that includes Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislane Maxwell."
The same pattern of abuse/ crime from one victim to another for both pedophile Catholic priests and Jeffrey Epstein, is another similarity I've already seen as I start this project. That repeated pattern was the theme of the pedophile priest True crime series that I tried to get produced in 2008, showing that in one archdiocese after another the pattern of crimes was the same; and no one In Hollywood wanted to even hear the word pedophile, not that long ago; 18 years ago no one would listen to my pitches to produce a series about the pedophile priests;
When I ordered Virginia's book last week, I did not realize how much the story of the Epstein victims ties in with the stories of the pedophile priest victims that I covered for 20 years Including on message boards for survivors only.
When Catholic priests got away with pedophilia, Predators all over the world saw that, and that includes Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislane Maxwell. I was saying that 20 years ago and have continued to say that ever since;
By not going after the priests the way a legitimate society would, we opened the door for Jeffrey Epstein and who knows what other sex crimes against children that are going on now everywhere.
The Catholic Church from the Vatican down is responsible for Epstein and so much more, and it won't stop until the Catholic Church from the Vatican down takes accountability and starts to do penance for its crimes.
Wow I had no idea I was going to end up saying that when I started writing this.Wow I had no idea I was going to end up saying that when I started writing this.
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Q No, you. A Me? Q You. A I think I thought, along with society, for so many years it was- Q Bishop, I'm going to ask you to focus on the question. (From Santillan v. Bishop of Fresno transcript of March 18, 2009, testimony of Bishop John Steinbock, questioned by Jeff Anderson, copy and pasted in this post in full below.)
Here is the transcript, verbatim, with only hard returns and page and line numbers removed for easier reading, of the first half of Bishop John Steinbock’s testimony, March 18, 2009. BISHOP JOHN STEINBOCK, called as a witness by and on behalf of the Plaintiffs, having been first duly sworn, testified as follows pursuant to Evidence Code Section 776: THE COURT: Have a seat up here, please. And would you state your full name and spell your last name, please. THE WITNESS: John Steinbock, S-T-E-I-N-B-O-C-K. THE COURT: All right. Will you be examining Bishop Steinbock? MR. ANDERSON: I will, Your Honor. Thank you. BY MR. ANDERSON: Q Bishop, good morning. A Good morning. Q How long have you been Bishop of the Diocese? A I came in November of 1992. Q How long have you been a priest? A Forty-six years in another two months. Q And it is correct to say that at all times while a priest, you and every other priest operate under a rule called the promise of obedience to your superior? A Yes. Q And that is a rule of the church. You must obey your superior in all matters of life and faith; correct? A No. Q Well, you must obey the superior in what matters? A Okay. There's a difference between a diocesan priest and a religious priest. Q Okay. Well- A Now- Q Go ahead. I'm sorry.
A religious priest takes a vow of obedience, and he is meant always to be obedient to his superior no matter what. The diocesan priest, when he takes the promise, not the vow, the promise of obedience, it's mainly in matters of ministry, where he is assigned, things that are related to his ministry as priest. It's not like a religious superior. Q Got it. And you are a diocesan priest? A Yes. Q And a Bishop and the shepherd of this Diocese currently; correct? A Yes. Q And this promise of obedience that runs from a priest to his Bishop, every priest of this Diocese is required to obey their promise of their Bishop of obedience; correct? A In matters of ministry. Q And that promise of obedience is actually first made at the diaconate before ordination; correct? A Yes. Q And then at ordination, when the Bishop allows you and another priest like you to be ordained, it is repeated; correct? A Yes. Q And it continues to that Bishop and all the Bishops that follow him; correct? 0 A Yes. Q And that promise of obedience continues as long as that priest is in the priesthood; correct? A Yes. ********************************* You say he "hinted," that is Monsignor Herdegen? A Yes. Q Hinted to you? A That he was indiscreet with two boys. He did not admit the abuse. Q Well, you use the word here "abuse," don't you? A Well, I think it would be- I have no idea ********************************** Q And there is a mechanism for removal of that priest from the priesthood; correct? A For a very grave cause. Q Yes. And that- that mechanism for removal of that priest from the priesthood is called laicization, is it not? A Laicization. Q Yes. And the Bishop can laicize or remove that priest from the priesthood and petition Rome for that, in other words? A The Bishop cannot laicize him. The Bishop can petition Rome for laicization. Q That's what I meant to say. Thank you. The Bishop can petition the Holy Father, the Vatican, to remove the priest from the clerical state; correct? A Yes. Q The priest also can petition Rome to be removed from the clerical state; correct? A Yes. Q Okay. Monsignor Herdegen is still a priest of your Diocese, this Diocese; correct? A Yes, but he does not have faculties to exercise his ministry. Q And it's correct, is it not, Bishop, that at no time have you as his Bishop attempted to petition Rome for the removal of him from the holy state of the priesthood? A There would be no reason for me to do that. Q Isn't the sexual abuse of minors a reason to remove him from the holy state of the priesthood? A It would be not to allow him to exercise his ministry as priest. You do not necessarily go through a – a form of Laicization. Q Why not, Bishop? Why not? MS. McGUIRE: Objection. Argumentative. THE COURT: Overruled. THE WITNESS: Well, first of all, you won't hear anything from Rome for about three or four years, because they process very slow over there. You know, to laicize a priest, you have to
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Virginia Giuffre's book arrived in the mail yesterday and I'm about to read it and look for more coincidences/ similarities in the experience of survivors of Epstein and Survivors of pedophile Catholic priests.
I'm amazed at how much I found just by diving into my own blog posts from 15-20 years ago.
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Why do people these days not speak about this issue?!
I am doing the issue of sex-abuse cover-ups in the Catholic Church for my year 12 oral, and I had no idea about any of this scandal until recently. Of course, going to a Catholic school they would try to shelter us from ever hearing bad things about the church, but my english teacher is trying to censor most of my speech. What ever happened to freedom of speech? And the law?!
What is the world coming to :( awesome website by the way. Thanks for the info :)
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