I feel a real affinity for Virginia Guthrie; thank God my molester was a Catholic priest

I'm one of the 100,000 pedophile priest victims who came forward in archdioceses across the land beginning in the 1990s and because I'm a journalist, I didn't just join a lawsuit, I started a Blog and really pushed the the story forward.  

You would think that would get a writer good results. But the reaction I got from people was so horrible, it has a lot to do with why I'm sitting in a room by myself at age 78 so isolated.

Ironically, it's probably the Catholic teaching ingrained so deep inside of me that no matter how bad things get, I can't kill myself.

CofA Blog starts

at CofA Blog 2007

then CofA Blog 2008

and CofA Blog 2009
and CofA Blog 2010
and CofA Blog 2011

and ongoing at CofA Blog 2012

I'm looking forward to the book by the Epstein victim who accused Prince Andrew arriving in the mail in the next few days so I can see why I feel this affinity for someone who on the surface is so different from me. Stay tuned. 

Her book is due tomorrow; She killed- herself April 2025.

but I want to post this in advance saying what I think I'm going to find.

I feel a real affinity for Virginia Guthrie, because I went public about the pedophile priest crimes, and had this bizarre experience; ended up getting bullied so bad I had to move three times, And when my neighbors and new friends found out I was writing about Catholic priests molesting children I got hated everywhere I went.

READ: USA sided with pedophile priests, and soon after, the nation fell, The book I never finished writing; read it here: https://cityofangelslady.blogspot.com/2024/09/prologue.html

Worst of all was the way people responded as if I was the bad guy making me wonder about the whole human race. I mean if you can't get up in arms about ten thousand Catholic priests raping 100,000 children over a 10-35 year period. in the United States alone, and there may have been more, then what are you going to get excited about?

I wonder if Virginia Guthrie had a similar experience to me; so dismayed and disappointed, and then the bad guys being so powerful You get to see them lauded in the Press winning Awards; and in my case they got to my family and turned some of them against me too.

So right now I am anticipating the arrival of Virginia Guthrie's book and that's going to be what I write about for a while here. 

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However, from what I've read and heard about the book, she talks about re-traumatization and the inevitability of it happening again bk once you've been started off on a sexually skewered path because of pedophile attacks on you at a young age, it's almost inevitable that you're going to get into trouble sexually later in life. I'm looking forward to the book to see if there is that parallel in her life and mine, and

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likely the only reason I'm still alive and haven't committed suicide a long time ago is the same influence, the Catholic church / Catholic priests, who sent me down my crooked path of life. 

As I wait for the book to arrive, I anticipate similarities in my experience and Virginia's and can't wait to see if I'm right. 

Why aren't humans responding like humans to this? 

Dismay, shock, confusion, feeling like I'm on a planet that's not populated by humanoids like me. Those are all feelings I had after going public with the blog I'm seeing the way people reacted to it.

I expected the news that Catholic priests in almost every community were molesting children at least from the 1950s up to last week would shock people and cause a ripple effect all across the world that resulted in a massive changes and settlements to the victims, not taking 20 years to fight us in court. 

I wonder if Virginia also felt that kind of shock and disappointment with the whole human race the people didn't react with more shock and immediate action after hearing about what Epstein was doing.

Keep in mind, Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislane Maxwell both watched Catholic priests get away with pedophilia as they developed their strategies for a child sex trafficking ring, in fact all pedophiles across the world saw what Catholic priests got away with and became enabled, Meanwhile the victims get so depressed we get suicidal and ironically only reason I'm still alive is that Catholic inbreading that I have to respect human life so much that I can't kill myself. Hmph 

Background

How  this all started

Which Epstein victim committed suicide? 

Virginia Giuffre, who accused Prince Andrew and Jeffrey Epstein of sexual abuse, has died by suicide aged 41, her family has said.

Virginia Giuffre, who was one of the most outspoken accusers of convicted sex offenders Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell, died by suicide aged 41 Epstein victim Virginia Giuffre, who accused Prince Andrew 

April 25, 2025 (age 41 years), Neergabby, Australia committed suicide,

I totally get it 

I've done a bit of research and learned that near the end of the book, she says, "I don't regret it. But the constant telling and retelling has been extremely painful and exhausting. With this book, I seek to free myself"

CNN October 2025 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGBJYx8KQ4A 

[KE:Telling your story of rape over and over again is re-traumatizing like you're getting raped all over again and you look at the person you're talking to and they squirm in their chair and it makes you feel really awful especially when it doesn't result in you getting any of the help you need.] 

ANOTHER ONE: 

"And it's it's it's incredibly upsetting. And there was no one there to  help. There was no one there to help her. She   was nobody's girl. Nobody saw her as the daughter  of somebody that was worth saving after two years  

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of abuse. And and these are the people that we  look up to. These are the leaders.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KA0nyrbOQxw Virginia Giuffre’s Bombshell Book Is Shaking the Epstein World Tara Palmeri Tara Palme, above.

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Old people get raped two part three

What makes me being raped at age 71 in the local hospital even worse than it sounds is...

[Hope it comes tomorrow in the mail it's Coming from New Jersey]

Old people get raped two part three

What makes me being raped at age 71 in the local hospital even worse than it sounds is I came to Tahoe to recover from a 20-year period of advocating and posting blog posts about the pedophile priest crimes in the Catholic church. It says so right at the top of my medical file, that I was already a rape victim at age 5. Don't get me started about re-traumatization but that was not the only two times in my life I've been raped. So when it happened to me again as an old woman in a hospital and then nobody in the entire Community for hundreds of miles who knew about it responded in any way, it made it twice as bad. at least twice exponentially more than twice as bad. My situation is unusual and requires an unusual response and everyone is so afraid of losing their funding or being sued that they don't take any out of ordinary step, even phone somebody like me back,

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Old people get raped too

I could hear them giggling. I was under the hospital sheet with my legs spread as if it was a Gynecology exam and  I recognized the voices of the male and female visiting nurses at Barton Hospital who had been hanging around my bed earlier that night. Now they ...

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Old people get raped too part two

There is an organization in Reno that could help but they need volunteers who live in this area and to be honest I feel more comfortable working through an organization and the volunteers probably do too. The group is seniors in service and they are part of Americorps and when I spoke to them yesterday

-kr

Bessent Central Casting cartoon figure, USA got taken down by clowns.

I surrender. Someone has taken over the United States and is destroying it from within using Trump, Protesting and fighting it does no good. Luckily, our new Warlords used a clown show to take us down so we get to laugh as one after another blatant thievery and Corruption replaces what was great in our nation, as what else can you do. I mean, look at Scott Bessent- A Central Casting cartoon figure. USA got taken down by clowns. Might as well laugh along for now, Bessent is such a goof he's hilarious 

Full testimony:

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Old people get raped too part two

There is an organization in Reno that could help but they need volunteers who live in this area and to be honest I feel more comfortable working through an organization and the volunteers probably do too. The group is seniors in service and they are part of Americorps and when I spoke to them yesterday they said they would be able to help me except they don't have any volunteers who live up here. So those of you who responded to my post but feel uncomfortable working through social media perhaps you could volunteer through them. The phone number is (775) 358-2768  and yesterday the woman I spoke to was Star who works there in the office. RE:

Old people get raped too

I could hear them giggling. I was under the hospital sheet with my legs spread as if it was a Gynecology exam and  I recognized the voices of the male and female visiting nurses at Barton Hospital who had been hanging around my bed earlier that night. Now they

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Old people get raped too

I could hear them giggling. I was under the hospital sheet with my legs spread as if it was a Gynecology exam and  I recognized the voices of the male and female visiting nurses at Barton Hospital who had been hanging around my bed earlier that night. Now they were doing something to me and I have my legs splayed out. At the time I had a job where I got up at midnight no matter what and worked until 8:00 or 10:00 in the morning so it didn't matter that I was drugged on Hospital downers, when I heard people giggling on the other side of the sheet I woke up and wanted to see who it was. So I pulled aside the sheet and saw them and earlier they both had talked about how horrible Barton Medical Center treats the nurses, that they were going to have to leave tomorrow because they could only work three days at a time otherwise they would get benefits. We had had this long talk before I went to sleep and now here those two people were finger banging me when they thought I was drugged and unconscious. I wasn't. Both of them jumped back shocked that I woke up and then both of them started talking real fast about how they had six children both of them had six children from separate marriages and they couldn't lose their jobs because those twelve children would be affected. The female nurse tried to put on a catheter and failed because she was so shaky so she ran out of the room and left me there to be found the next morning lying in a pool of urine. Next day after the doctors fixed my hip- that really didn't even need surgery the whole thing was ridiculous- all I got from that trip to the hospital was raped- as soon as I could I grabbed my clothes and ran out of the hospital; luckily I only live a block away so I got myself home. Where I live there are social service people who are supposed to help us in situations like this as I'm 77 years old now I was 71 when this happened. But unfortunately Tahoe senior Plaza had just been taken over by a new organization a new nonprofit from some other city that has no idea what's going on here, and when I told the RSC what happened to me in the hospital she literally Shrugged and brushed me away made that gesture a person makes with their arm like go away I don't want to hear about it. that's how they responded. Then covid hit and I was talking to my daughter in LA and we had plans that as soon as soon as the pandemic was over she would come up here and get me. She didn't make it she became a fentanyl addict somewhere down there in LA on the street and I don't even know where she is. Then on top of everything I became too crippled to possibly move or do anything I can't even leave my apartment I have been crippled in here since the Caldpr evacuation When I came back I wasn't able to walk and I haven't been able to walk since. So I started calling nonprofits. everyone said call live violence free when this started and that was the first call I made. but because of covid they really weren't doing much of anything back then. I called the Department of Aging I called here I called there I called Barton and they totally didn't care have never asked a follow up question or for any details about what happened. they told me to report it to the police so I made my police report thinking oh good now I'm going to hear from from Barton but no in fact the whole hospital left town about that time instead I doubt it was because of me but I wonder what else they've done to people that we don't hear about. That's what bothers me the most about this is I was raped in Barton hospital and not one nonprofit or senior Inc or any organization around this town has responded with one iota of concern about it. What kind of place is this where is 71-year-old woman gets raped in the hospital and nobody gives a damn? Now I have this horrible rash on my leg since March 17th when I was outside on the lawn on St Patrick's Day and the pine dust got on a blister or something and it turned into this rash that I still have and I'm hurting and I'm not sleeping at night and I need to go to the doctor and all I want is to not have to go by myself. I Don't feel safe in a doctor's office anymore, the reason I was raped was I'm alone and I don't have any emergency contacts which makes me easy prey for all kinds of abuse; and this is not the friendly welcoming town that you all say it is. I showed up here with my unusual background which is the real reason I think nobody will follow up and help me, they Google my name and find out the crime I was a victim of decades ago and I wrote about it and if you Google my name you find out what it is and I can't believe how many people in the United States side with pedophiles instead of victims. I am a pedophile priest victim from age 5 and at age 71 I am still experiencing rape because of having no family, the same neglect I had as a child I get to have as an old lady. Recently the director of live violence free was at the city council announcing that they had expanded their services so I called them again 6 years after first time and poured out my whole story only to be told, no we don't do that we only accompany people right after they've been raped, so I'm a senior out here expected to be strong enough at age 78 to walk into my rapists' territory and say Here I Am what do you want to do to be now and I can't do that and that is why I put the  Volunteer needed post on nextdoor. https://nextdoor.com/p/HtYfW6FSbj-S/?post=483002466&comment=1616504365&s=&is=nrc&ct=bPssZjpHjrgfoHYPtCNav-7t9vXyiQxK8bGTohQZdL8RW__mC6uHH5U63q8IPKYE&ec=OsTQaK5EfsnyavzwbSdG6xCsaFBVDChIdtlFdebAXMw%3D

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I can't just go to another doctor as Barton is all there is for miles around

At one point I even got AFS on my side and they recommended that a public health nurse come up to my apartment. That was 2 years ago and my hopes got up so high that the problem was finally solved. Then I had a phone conversation with the nurse and she said and I quote perfectly here: " do you know how far it is to drive from Placerville to South lake?" She informed me that my well-being ain't worth a tank of gas in El Dorado County and that was before today's prices. I think the city should know that that's the kind of treatment we get up here from our County Government.

Expecting me to go back to Barton alone and trust them is like expecting me to go to a Catholic church for help w housing after 10 years of writing about the way they fought the pedophile priest victims. Read my blogs at City of Angels 3 through 12. I've seen the sausage making I can't unsee or unlearn what I know so even though that's probably the only place I could ever find help here, I can't go to St Teresa's either. I have very weird Karma

Perhaps all the nonprofits in the area depend on Barton for grant money and so of course they're not going to investigate this.rape.

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Kate Abilene  writing with voice typing

There is an organization in Reno that could help but they need volunteers who live in this area and to be honest I feel more comfortable working through an organization and the volunteers probably do too. The group is seniors in service and they are part of Americorps and when I spoke to them yesterday they said they would be able to help me except they don't have any volunteers who live up here. So those of you who responded to my post but feel uncomfortable working through social media perhaps you could volunteer through them. The phone number is (775) 358-2768  and yesterday the woman I spoke to was Star who works there in the office.

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Kay Ebeling in Tahoe

‪@rogueagent48.bsky.social‬

should a moved to Mexico where I could a had a doctor of Electrical Eng as president Claudia Sheinbaum whose English is better than Trump's as she calls for HUMANITY on our continent wow she's wonderful www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmAe...

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Coffee-spitting joke on Black Man Spy podcast this a.m. read and watch here.

Jacob: They have all this nonsense about talk softly but carry a big stick. It's as if they do the opposite. They speak big but carry a very soft stick.. 

Malcolm: Oh yeah that's what Stormy Daniels said.  

LAUghter Watch 45:15 to 45:40 here

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There are so many oil fires burning in the Middle East right now that, to me, any effort to stop global warming is ridiculous; because like it or not, this war incursion invasion of Iran and the resulting explosions of oil fields is undoing any good we've done and probably speeding up the heating of the planet. One can hardly figure out why this is happening but at age 77, for me, I'm not going to work hard at trying to stop it, I'm thinking of myself as a fortunate journalist who gets to watch this Horror Story play out as I'm on my way out from the planet. I'm just observing the story right now and grateful that I have a safe place and a lot of supportive organizations around me to keep it from being too bad on my end, but also feeling horrendously guilty as an American because everything our war department does is in my name as a citizen and so I'm very sad these days too.

Kay Ebeling in Tahoe

‪@rogueagent48.bsky.social‬

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