I'm one of the 100,000 pedophile priest victims who came forward in archdioceses across the land beginning in the 1990s and because I'm a journalist, I didn't just join a lawsuit, I started a Blog and really pushed the the story forward.
You would think that would get a writer good results. But the reaction I got from people was so horrible, it has a lot to do with why I'm sitting in a room by myself at age 78 so isolated.
Ironically, it's probably the Catholic teaching ingrained so deep inside of me that no matter how bad things get, I can't kill myself.
CofA Blog starts
then CofA Blog 2008
and CofA Blog 2009
and CofA Blog 2010
and CofA Blog 2011
and ongoing at CofA Blog 2012
I'm looking forward to the book by the Epstein victim who accused Prince Andrew arriving in the mail in the next few days so I can see why I feel this affinity for someone who on the surface is so different from me. Stay tuned.
Her book is due tomorrow; She killed- herself April 2025.
but I want to post this in advance saying what I think I'm going to find.
I feel a real affinity for Virginia Guthrie, because I went public about the pedophile priest crimes, and had this bizarre experience; ended up getting bullied so bad I had to move three times, And when my neighbors and new friends found out I was writing about Catholic priests molesting children I got hated everywhere I went.
READ: USA sided with pedophile priests, and soon after, the nation fell, The book I never finished writing; read it here: https://cityofangelslady.blogspot.com/2024/09/prologue.html
Worst of all was the way people responded as if I was the bad guy making me wonder about the whole human race. I mean if you can't get up in arms about ten thousand Catholic priests raping 100,000 children over a 10-35 year period. in the United States alone, and there may have been more, then what are you going to get excited about?
I wonder if Virginia Guthrie had a similar experience to me; so dismayed and disappointed, and then the bad guys being so powerful You get to see them lauded in the Press winning Awards; and in my case they got to my family and turned some of them against me too.
So right now I am anticipating the arrival of Virginia Guthrie's book and that's going to be what I write about for a while here.
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coming from eBay shortly.
However, from what I've read and heard about the book, she talks about re-traumatization and the inevitability of it happening again bk once you've been started off on a sexually skewered path because of pedophile attacks on you at a young age, it's almost inevitable that you're going to get into trouble sexually later in life. I'm looking forward to the book to see if there is that parallel in her life and mine, and
IRONY
likely the only reason I'm still alive and haven't committed suicide a long time ago is the same influence, the Catholic church / Catholic priests, who sent me down my crooked path of life.
As I wait for the book to arrive, I anticipate similarities in my experience and Virginia's and can't wait to see if I'm right.
Why aren't humans responding like humans to this?
Dismay, shock, confusion, feeling like I'm on a planet that's not populated by humanoids like me. Those are all feelings I had after going public with the blog I'm seeing the way people reacted to it.
I expected the news that Catholic priests in almost every community were molesting children at least from the 1950s up to last week would shock people and cause a ripple effect all across the world that resulted in a massive changes and settlements to the victims, not taking 20 years to fight us in court.
I wonder if Virginia also felt that kind of shock and disappointment with the whole human race the people didn't react with more shock and immediate action after hearing about what Epstein was doing.
Keep in mind, Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislane Maxwell both watched Catholic priests get away with pedophilia as they developed their strategies for a child sex trafficking ring, in fact all pedophiles across the world saw what Catholic priests got away with and became enabled, Meanwhile the victims get so depressed we get suicidal and ironically only reason I'm still alive is that Catholic inbreading that I have to respect human life so much that I can't kill myself. Hmph
Background
How this all started
Which Epstein victim committed suicide?
Virginia Giuffre, who accused Prince Andrew and Jeffrey Epstein of sexual abuse, has died by suicide aged 41, her family has said.
Virginia Giuffre, who was one of the most outspoken accusers of convicted sex offenders Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell, died by suicide aged 41 Epstein victim Virginia Giuffre, who accused Prince Andrew
April 25, 2025 (age 41 years), Neergabby, Australia committed suicide,
I totally get it
I've done a bit of research and learned that near the end of the book, she says, "I don't regret it. But the constant telling and retelling has been extremely painful and exhausting. With this book, I seek to free myself"
CNN October 2025
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGBJYx8KQ4A
[KE:Telling your story of rape over and over again is re-traumatizing like you're getting raped all over again and you look at the person you're talking to and they squirm in their chair and it makes you feel really awful especially when it doesn't result in you getting any of the help you need.]
ANOTHER ONE:
"And it's it's it's incredibly upsetting. And there was no one there to help. There was no one there to help her. She was nobody's girl. Nobody saw her as the daughter of somebody that was worth saving after two years
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of abuse. And and these are the people that we look up to. These are the leaders.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KA0nyrbOQxw Virginia Giuffre’s Bombshell Book Is Shaking the Epstein World Tara Palmeri Tara Palme, above.
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[Hope it comes tomorrow in the mail it's Coming from New Jersey]
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