By Kay Ebeling
I don't remember people hollering about pedophiles in the years before Donald Trump changed everything. I would know if they did, because I'm a pedophile
priest survivor so I pay attention to these things. I moved to Tahoe to recover
from PTSD caused by discovering I'm not alone but one of hundreds of thousands Americans
who were molested by Catholic priests as children, then trying to get justice. Naively, I started a blog where I interviewed dozens of other victims, thinking that just publicizing these crimes would shock Americans
so much the Catholic Church would see widespread change. Instead, publishing the stories caused
strange things to happen in my personal life that finally intimidated me into
stopping the blog and running away to the top of a mountain behind a forest to get
away from them.
So last thing I wanted to hear while riding a South
Lake Tahoe city bus was a guy hollering, "The Democrats in D.C. are all pedophiles, you
just watch they'll all be in prison soon," and when I tried to tell him Pizzagate is not true, he
was allowed to shout loudly at me, "Shut the fuck up" over and over again because,
you know, it's a libertarian town. What's
even worse is at one point I had kind of wanted to get to know that guy better.
. .
I got off the bus and went back to my isolated life with yet
another layer around me of reasons not to interact with anyone.
Since that time, Covid-19 sent everyone home, and the crimes
of Jeffrey Epstein have made Americans suddenly care about pedophiles* although when
a hundred thousand of us Catholic Priest victims came forward last decade, you could hear a pin drop.
And since that day on the bus, the word "pedophile" has shown up all
over the place. I was posting about Covid-19 protests in Germany yesterday on Facebook and someone
I kind of know chimed in something about satanic pedophiles, I mean a total non
sequitur.
Plus Why?
Why is it okay to shout the word Pedophile in all kinds of out of context places now?
Plus Why?
Why is it okay to shout the word Pedophile in all kinds of out of context places now?
Odds are there are pedophile survivors being triggered by those shouts.
Like me.
There are so many sex crimes against children in USA that my favorite shrink once told me pedophilia is a norm, statistically. The numbers of old guys raping children are so high that on a statistical epidemiological scale, it could be considered a norm.
Like me.
There are so many sex crimes against children in USA that my favorite shrink once told me pedophilia is a norm, statistically. The numbers of old guys raping children are so high that on a statistical epidemiological scale, it could be considered a norm.
So the person hollering pedophile may be sitting next to a pedophile survivor on
that bus, a crime victim who's been trying for decades to make it through life without thinking
about the pedophilia, and now those memories are triggered.
Thanks.
Thanks.
When and how did it become okay to shout about pedophiles in
public places? Just one of many weird things that have happened in USA last
few years.
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*PS to reporters: Jeffrey Epstein's victims make him an ephebophile, not a pedophile, one who molests teenagers, not children. At least learn about a subject before exploiting it.
*PS to reporters: Jeffrey Epstein's victims make him an ephebophile, not a pedophile, one who molests teenagers, not children. At least learn about a subject before exploiting it.
WOW!! Thank you for being that voice that needs to be heard. I too am a survivor, a priest in Catholic Church would touch me, rub himself upon me...I can still hear his breathing. I was also sexually assaulted by a female family member that started at about 9. I distinctly remember 12 and went through years of therapy. I have been for years shouting the evils of “disney” as they portray that young girls are to rely on “witches, spells, incantations” and so forth to coax their “lovers to them”. Some say I’m crazy as a bat for that thinking, but I’ve seen the pain, seclusion, normalcy of this vicious crime.
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