“I’m not going to allow my inability to do everything undermine my ability to do something.” Senator Cory Booker.
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A pundit explaining the Tariffs said, 'A third of the sneakers Americans buy come from Vietnam,' and I shouted at my screen, 'Yeah after we bombed the sh-- out of 'em.' Buying their cheap shoes is the least we can do. sheesh
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Trump is doing to USA what Stalin did to Russia. Communism failed; how will Libertarianism do here? In 1920s Stalin told his people the suffering would be temporary. Soon after, Russians all over the country were dying of starvation, or in gulag prisons. Wonder how USA will look in ten years.
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George Conway, in tears, 'that's not America.'
I love The Bulwark, in video above, not just because they speak for me, a radical centrist, but also because Sarah Longwell looks and talks and gestures and acts and sounds JUST LIKE ME when I was younger. Her brain works like mine too; and when I smile, my lips curl in and almost disappear just like hers. I swear she must be a distant relative.
Writing the above made me cry though, because Longwell is the person I would have been if a Catholic priest hadn’t finger banged me when I was age five - see 'Roots' in left hand column - completely skewering and confusing my sexuality for life. I might have even really been a lesbian activist like Sarah. We'll never know. Today in my seventy seventh year, living in subsidized housing writing on a laptop with broken keys, I often wonder what I would have been if not for the sexualization at age five by the handsome cleric who also got to my sister and was carrying on with my mother. I can say I lost every job I had because of my acting-out … inappropriately. Confused, spiritually emotionally and intellectually, I'm still here.
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One job I lost due to Acting
Out was in the cast of HAIR. I auditioned and got called back and called back
again and it was almost ALMOST certain I'd join the cast. ALSO my apartment building
was behind the Aquarius Theater and, hippie era liberated child that I was,
often I'd hop the fence and slip in the back door and join the cast in the dressing
room. They even let me run around on stage in some of the group scenes, up and
down the audience going song song song sing sing sing sing sing song…
Anyway I was cast, it was a
given, report to HR on Monday. My friends in the cast wanted to celebrate too
so invited me to a party that night. I went and… got real loud drunk and stoned,
had sex openly with two or three guys I don't remember details, then had one of
those horrible morning-afters where you wake up so sick and humiliated.
I went to HR on Monday and received
a sentence I still hear today when the horror memories come in.
She said, you're not hired, I
said, but it's HAIR everyone gets naked on stage. She said, 'As a cast member, you're
supposed to portray the lifestyle, not live it.'
THE SENTENCE
'As a HAIR cast member, you're
supposed to portray the lifestyle, not live it.'
So I packed up and moved to Laguna Beach to look for Timothy Leary.
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For some reason pedophile priest memories keep entering my head. Need to get distracted.
SEE FOR YOURSELF WHY
I can't stop thinking of pedophile priests
CofA Blog starts
then CofA Blog 2008
and CofA Blog 2009
and CofA Blog 2010
and CofA Blog 2011
and ongoing through 2015 at CofA Blog 2012
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