I'm pretty sure the Saudis own us now, USA is becoming a colony of global oil, gradually

So many things should be happening that are not happening that I've come to believe some foreign entity is running US govt behind the scenes, letting us down easy as we turn into a colony of Saudi Russia... or something close to it. We did lose 2+ wars... to the victor go the spoils.

PS I know I'm repeating myself but I've actually segued gradually over last few years from wondering if that could possibly be what is happening to being pretty sure of it. D Trump is just a distraction for both sides. Liberals have wasted six years obsessed over his audacity, rightwingers have stars in their eyes blind with love. Either way, Trump has done a good job for the prince who paid him, and in a decade or so he will end up with a villa in some East European nation, accessible by air only and Americans will be slave class except for a few slick connected rich., a colony. I had a good friend in college who was getting an MBA and studying Arabic (in Texas) and... wish I'd listened to her.
In a way this is my way to kind of forgive the democrats, who I have not been able to praise for a while, for not seeing this happening and stopping it while they could. We are all up against a power greater than ourselves. Something kept, for example, Congress from not taking easy steps, like subpoenaing all the Trump figures and appointees who lied to them under oath and prosecuting them.
The pelosi congress was immobilized more than ten years ago and it just got worse.
Someone intimidated US govt and those who serve it into inaction. That's what to me feels like the only explanation.

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I can't get mad. Approaching age 75 my body can't take anymore massive enragement I mean I wrote about pedophile priests for 10 years and did damage to my nervous system doing that. talk about a power greater than yourself to battle. I aint got no battle left in me all I can do is watch. and figure it out the way I do and hide in the forest like I ended up doing.... hmm 

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Kay E 

taealamuu min altaarikh ya 'atfali al'amrikiiyn

 تعلموا من التاريخ يا أطفالي الأمريكيين 

taealamuu min altaarikh ya 'atfali al'amrikiiyn 

Learn from history, my children

I used to joke that Saudis were able to buy USA after we lost 2 wars to them and after their years long info warfare attack on us, using Russian skills and brainless US media. Now we are an Arab colony but they are letting us down easy. It's no longer a joke, I'm beginning to think. The way things are not done that should be done in USA now over and over, I wonder who is running things from behind the scenes.

a dark look at the bright side

We are living through the environmental collapse scientists have predicted for more than fifty years. Think of it as a learning experience. It's awful but it's fascinating.. Social scientists predicted the current geopolotical collapse as well. Fifty years ago they warned of a Population Explosion that now is at the root of everything that is going wrong. Biggest culprit is ignorance. This era of calamities could have gone much better if people had been smarter. For now, I'm here for the ride, feeling a queer satisfaction seeing that the climatologists and doomsdayers back in the 1970s were right.

where am I?

 I had big plans to revive my blog with a new project then BURNED my hand now it's all bandaged and I'm just streaming  Kay Ebeling